domingo, 28 de junho de 2015

Unfolding me

Se apaixonar: deixar a  vulnerabilidade entrar e permitir-se perder o controle.

Just say you love me,

Good night love.

domingo, 21 de junho de 2015

Inside the darkness. I am a sad girl, a bad girl, a mad girl.

I want someone to be naked with, not just body. But soul
Sometimes I have to pretend that I am you
For the missing go away
I just close my eyes, and hug my legs. Its not enough, and its suffocating
But its the only way that i can be on your (dead) arms again

Pain need to be seen, need to be felt; Hamartia
My prettiest and darkest mistake

I love you in every possible way
and I hate you every day that you are pulling me back and pulling me in
I hate, I hate, I hate just a little bit every time. But strong enough for me not to love you tomorow

I hate and I love,
how?
I dont know, 
But it happens
And I burn

Good night love

domingo, 24 de maio de 2015

Luxury Luxury Love Love Hurt Pain Love Pain

As vezes é na calada da noite, quando estamos deitados e completamente sozinhos, podemos ser nós mesmos.

Diferente personalidades assumimos durante o dia, devido espaço e tempo que nos encontramos.
Podemos ser o monstro que há dentro de nós, ou até aquele que mais teme,
mas no final do dia, somos julgados pelo nosso pensamento ou por ideias, e atitudes absurdas que tivemos.

Com isso, eu só consigo pensar em uma palavra:
CORRA
Eu gritei, mas não pude me ouvir. E eu sabia que dentro desta palavra havia muitas outras.

Eu penso nos sonhos que não podem se realizar,
minha mão já não pode toca-los
Olho para o céu e para o outro lado do mar,
o toque do verão, e o sopro de inverno
E como você, me faz lembrar de todos os meus desejos que nunca serão.

You have to die a few times before you can really live

Good night love

sábado, 23 de maio de 2015

Roxette - Vulnerable

Vulnerable

Everywhere I look I see her smile
Her absent-minded eyes
And she has kept me wondering for so long
How this thing could go wrong

It seems to me that we are both the same
Playing the same game
But as darkness falls this true love falls apart
Into a riddle of her heart

She's so vulnerable, like china in my hands
She's so vulnerable, and I don't understand
I could never hurt the one I love
She's all I've got
But she's so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable

Days like these no one should be alone
No heart should hide away
Her touch is gently conquering my mind
There's nothing words can say

She's colored with all the secrets of my soul
I've whispered all my dreams
But just as nighttime falls this vision falls apart
Into a riddle of her heart, yea

She's so vulnerable, like china in my hands
She's so vulnerable and I don't understand
I could never hurt someone I love
She's all I've got
But she's so vulnerable
Oh so vulnerable.

Don't hide your eyes...

sábado, 25 de abril de 2015

I am pretty when I cry

Every time you go, I know deep down it is for the best
But I also know, you always come back

Now you came like an unstoppable hurricane flame, unconditionally intense
And I became a coward the moment I felt the fear of loosing you,
athough I continue on this road, pieces of me are falling and dying of love everyday

Why should I be so selfish with myself?
this wrong feeling walks together with my broken heart
So I had wrapped my heart with luxury - your vunerable part of me

I am closer to my sad soul
Now, let it be hurtful, pain can cover all the fake kisses hate and love

those who almost live are already dead

Good night love

domingo, 23 de novembro de 2014

I hate and I love. Why? May I ask? I dont know, but it happens and I burn

He hurt me, but it felt lilke true love.

Nunca senti mais que isso,
quando ele chega forte eu simplesmente o desligo,
como um interruptor desliga a lâmpada, como um sopro apaga a vela.
Penso nas coisas que não podem ser verdade.

Nas minhas noites sem fim, penso naquele toque, e incandescente de desejos fico louca, queima a alma, corrói cada parte dos lugares já visitados.
Meu corpo lembra do seu toque e minha alma lembra do seu olhar.

Fruto da solidão pela paixão
Quase consigo assistir a fúria dos seu olhos,
mas o medo toma conta e a cegueira volta a me dilapidar
Medo da angustia e angustia do medo

Sentimento interrompido, que nunca chega ao seu ápice,,,

Cansada de sua ingenuidade
livrando-a dos males do mundo e as ânsias incontroláveis de sentimentos ocultos,
a morte à levou.

Goodbye romance, good night love.

terça-feira, 27 de maio de 2014

Lost soul

Away from the sky
Much more away from you
Lost on your endless thoughts
Waiting in the middle of nowhere
You have not found me yet

My head is hidden in a place where I does not exist

then you saw me there, standing still, staring and waiting for a sign
I desire to feel you now
But you are so rare that I dont wanna touch you
Out of nothing you walk on my direction
I am not afraid, but I feel like my heart shakes on every step of yours

You are holding me tight, and all my broken pieces fit back together

I buried my secrets in your heart, I'll never know them

Why it feels less like I am getting to know you and more as though I am remeberring who you are

He is the ocean, and I am just a girl who love the waves
The sweetest kiss I ever got is the one I ve never tasted


I will love you until all the codes and hearts fave been broken!
He drives me insane.